Monday, March 31, 2008
Homework piling up..
Comp. starting on wed..
Econ test next tues..
Detailed essay outline(=full essay) this fri..
Bin&Poi test tmr..
How am I going to finish everything?
They were like saying that this year's A's will be more difficult than last year's and Ah Hong they all were all like asking me to do consistent work and to not give up although it'll be damn sressful towards the end.
Can I really keep up?
I'm really in doubt.. Some friends of mine didn't do as expected for A's and they are like so much more hardworking and cleverer than me.
And this is batch is like sososososo much more competitive than the '89 batch. Can I match up to them.. and even out-perform them?
I don't know.. i think there's this added stress 'cos I'm a retainee. I failed once.. and what makes me so sure I won't repeat that agn..? I can't afford to like waste any more years.. If A's is a flop, it'll equate to me wasting 3 years of my life, which could've been better spent in a poly. And which will also mean that I made a super wrong choice to stick to the conventional path.
I know there's nothing much that I can do now but to stick it through. But there will always exist these recurring thoughts.. that I'm not cut out for such rigid education system. I still am not sure whether I've made a correct choice 3 years back, although so much time has since passed. And I'm scared of failure..
I need to find the will and perseverance and determination to carry on on this long journey..
**amoi** XD
8:33 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
the wushu discussion about ex-co members made me pissed with some ppl at some points.. I think the girls are mostly on the same frequency but which is different from some of e guys. Really pissed can.. It's not our fault if they're not observant enough or at all during trainings and stuff.. what personalising. What shit is that. I'm just voicing my opinion and it has got nothing abt personalising. I have no comments whatsoever abt the person and it was a general comment based on what I observed. In any case, I'm not the only one who doesn't have a good impression of her. But that doesn't mean i hate her/don't like her or what.. I just don't think she has the quality of a leader. i don't get why they can rule one person out and at time say I'm personalising when I said I don't have a good impression of another. Where's the DISCUSSION gone to?
I hate it when ppl say I'm doing something when I'm not. I feel wronged. Wt..
IM NOT PERSONALISING.
open ur eyes wide and observe..
And please stop acting like a siant trying to give everyone a chance. Are you plain stewpig or just hypocritical? Chances can be given.. But ppl need time to change. We have no time. Period. And you can't judge a person based the surface.. on what they are.. but should really be abt who they are.
**amoi** XD
11:36 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
What is my calling in life?
**amoi** XD
8:00 PM
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? quiz
Friday, March 21, 2008
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| You scored as Psychology/Sociology You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
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Psychology/Sociology |
| 94% | French/Spanish/OtherLanguage |
| 88% | Visual&PerformingArts |
| 81% | History/Anthropology/LiberalArts |
| 69% | English/Journalism/Comm |
| 69% | Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health |
| 63% | HR/BusinessManagement |
| 63% | Education/Counseling |
| 56% | PoliticalScience/Philosophy |
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| 38% | Biology/Chemistry/Geology |
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**amoi** XD
11:51 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
Rushed for my dental appt after school. Same proble back agn. It comes back to terrorize me every year.. and hopefully it'll stop soon.
The dentist was super nice and and stuff~ haha. Kept patting me and reassuring me it's ok. After she's looked at the problem area, she commented that the tooth had grown out a little and it's much better than last year, and then she reassured me agn that everthing's gonna be alright 'cos it's settling in. Haha. Like i'm some small little kid.. =P (although I'm going to be 19 in arnd a month's time.. ) It was kinda comforting the way she talked! Haha. Then after that she asked about my brother and I said he's currently working and she kinda asked why isn't he going to uni and stuf. then I sort of replied that my brother's results weren't all that fantastic and stuff lar..
Anw, I just wanna say the whole point is the last sentence she said to me before before I left the room..
"But your brother's more matured than you.. =D"
-.- I'm also very matured kays.. Just that I don't really feel like I'm 19 this year and I don't wanna grow up and stuff.. But I'm still a matured old teenager going-to-be young adult soon! =X
Haha.. Is that how others see me? As some lil kid..?
But it ain't all bad.. Nothing wrong with being like a kid.. And I think I act like a kid sometimes. Like my temper and tantrums and actions and stuff.. Haha.
Oh wells..
**amoi** XD
10:43 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I'm getting really bored with doing compres. Imgaine having to do one each day with that dumb AQ. Argh. Don't even have time to do the homework for the other subjects. Please spare a thought for us students.. You may only have to mark one subject's work (i mean you are looking at the same stuff..), but we are taking 5 subjects and that means it's x5 the workload. Please have mercy on us.
I think I'm going to flunk the Physics test real badly. Don't even have the time to leave my thumbprints on the lecture notes.
Save me...
**amoi** XD
6:00 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Doing my GP homeowrk now.. Feeling so sian. Didn't adhere to the timetable I drew up. For one, I overslept, then I fiddled with the computer. Getting kinda laggy. Argh. Only finished up the probability tut and file up the papers and had tuition which are like equal to doing near to zero homework. I'm scared I cant finish all my homework, especially since I've got quite a scary GP teacher.
Anyway, I'm quite happy and satisfied with my napfa scores. Haha. Didn't As it though. My 2.4 pulled me down so got a silver only. Haha. My stamina really sucks. Must go and train and slim down too! omg. Wahaha! But my 5 stations all As~~ hmms.. but my sit&reach was slightly less than last year and my sit-up wasn't as good. But! I'm extremely happy that my Standing broadjump and shuttle-run improved! haha. Jumped 197cm and ran 10.4s. Wahaha. But my cousin jumped 200+ back when we were sec4 -_-" but she can really jump la.. How i wish I got her tan2 tiao4 li4..
Wahaha. I've finished talkng about my napfa! so now i'll go back to doing my GP=> =(
**amoi** XD
9:02 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Took this from Jacq's blog. It's super true can..
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣好惡分明
不喜歡的他就不會假裝喜歡
喜歡的事物 他會宣稱主權 這是我的 我喜歡的 我要的
牡羊座的人不懂灰色地帶 不喜歡曖昧 也不了解
因此他們總是少了一份圓滑
對於他們認定的人 他們總是掏心掏肺的把自己的內心赤裸裸的展現在對方的面前毫不保留
他們對認定的人會抱持著”就算全世界都背叛了琱]沒關係 至少你不會”的想法
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
期待 渴望著別人的肯定跟鼓勵
在激烈的競賽之後
他們渴望的 不是閃亮亮的金牌 而是身旁響起的掌聲 以及來自他人的那一句”你好棒”
成就感 是牡羊座賴以維生的泉源
他們像小孩子一樣的愛現 愛出風頭
但是他們的目的往往只是很單純的 為了得到大家的讚賞
他們也喜歡撒嬌 特別是在親近的人身邊
就像小孩子跟媽媽撒嬌一樣
只是希望媽媽會笑笑的摸摸他們的頭 抱抱他們 說 對呀 你好棒
物質上的獎勵或誘惑 相較之下
牡羊座的人更追求精神上的勝利
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
喜歡比較
但是他們的比較心理是為了突顯自己的好
而不是惡意的突顯他人的壞
我有 你沒有
重點在於我有 而不是你沒有
你很棒 但是我會比你更棒
這是他們一慣秉持的信條
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
不懂大人的複雜世界 也不想懂 也學不懂
他們很單純 也因此常常受傷
他們不喜歡複雜的事物
可惜現實往往是複雜的 令他們不知所措的
所以牡羊座的小孩哭了
他們不懂”愛哭的小孩有糖吃”的利用心態
他們哭 只是單純的因為他們的感情起了波動的宣洩
他們哭 只是單純的因為他們想哭
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
跌跌撞撞
因為他們不懂得自我保護
因為他們太自然的相信外界
牡羊座的人會學乖
但往往是要在跌倒了 受過傷之後
因此牡羊座的人總是傷痕累累
在痛過之後才懂得反省與後悔
牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
他們也懂得害怕
就像小孩子挑食一般
不喜歡吃的東西就是不肯吃
不想接近的事物就是不肯接近
儘管他們最討厭別人嘲笑他們是膽小鬼
牡羊座的人不喜歡別人勉強自己
就像小孩子的拗脾氣一樣牡羊座就像小孩子一樣
有著太多太多美麗的幻想
他們永遠是故事裡的小王子跟小公主-
永遠是受人愛戴敬佩讚賞的那個腳色
他們很單純 也很好哄
而且不會貪得無饜
因為那就是他們生命中的一部份
如果有一天皇宮的夢想碎了
牡羊座的小孩會想
沒關係 誰說王子公主一定要住在皇宮裡面
他們會繼續編織他們的美夢 繼續相信
如果真的有那麼一天 他們失去了作夢的能力
那麼這隻綿羊大概已經奄奄一息 很難再站的起來了
牡羊座的人喜歡甜言蜜語
但是他們有自知之明
言不由衷的吹捧在他們的眼中是罪惡
虛假的甜美言詞和誠懇的苦澀告白
他們會選擇後者
因為 牡羊座是很”真”的星座
他們一向很真的對人
也一向期待別人能很真的對他們
牡羊座
愛 就是大膽 大聲的說出來
不在意別人的眼光
愛上了 就是自己的
不管男生或是女生
他們不喜歡腳踏兩條船
但是他們渴望眼中僅有的這個人能像他一樣赤裸的為他付出
只要如此他們就會滿足
牡羊座不需要高級而昂貴的禮物
他們要的是禮物背後的那顆心
禮輕情意重 只要有情 牡羊座就能夠繼續活在愛情之中
他們要的只是一句問候
一封短訊
一個帶他去看星星的小小驚喜
他們就會感覺擁有了全世界
牡羊座害怕被冷落
他們不需要猛烈的大火
但是他們需要一定持續的恆溫
很多人覺得牡羊座的愛情是愛慕虛榮始終熊熊大火的猛烈
他們錯了
牡羊座也渴望踏實而穩定的步伐
他們不需要鮮紅的玫瑰花束
只需要一個擁抱 溫柔的牽手
一句情人節快樂 以及一顆真心
他們不需要高級餐廳的燭光晚餐
兩個人一起吃泡麵也能夠是深深打動他的情人節大餐
牡羊座的愛情
物質永遠比不上精神上的感動
想用物質買走牡羊座的心 很難
但是要讓牡羊座感動 卻很簡單
對於緣分
牡羊座是寧缺勿濫
他們要的是很真很專一的一顆心
而不是速食愛情
牡羊座是懂得感恩的星座
對他付出 他必定會對你回報
而且是不遺餘力毫不保留的回饋
一旦他認定了你
牡羊座的心很軟
即使他們有時看似咄咄逼人又強硬
但是在剛硬的外表之下卻是一隻軟綿綿的綿羊
牡羊座是擁有萬分柔情的星座
只要你能穿過他堅硬的外殼
觸碰到他內在柔軟的那顆心
會是最好的情人
**amoi** XD
7:10 PM
I just discovered yesterday that this year is a leap year.. How slow can I be.. =X But at least I got to know that my watch ain't oo advanced 'cos it showed yesterday as march 1.
Anyway, didn't go for training yesterday 'cos wasn't feeling all that well. Had a slight fever but strong me has since recoverd. Yesterday was like the first time I had fever in at least three years. haha. But zaza told me that it's better for us to get sick once in a while so that the body can get rid of all those bad stuff in the body. Hmms.. But being sick is not nice. And it was kinda retarded yesterday 'cos we were supposed to have this timed practice during GP lesson and I did the wrong compre. Was like thinking it can't be 2007's compre cos we shld have done it before then I went to cut out the 2006's. Was too dumb and slow to realise that those compres in the book would be all unfamiliar to us and done by the prev batch instead. ARGH. So had to do an entire compre agn! Super waste of time. Lucky Daljit didn't ask us to hand it in or she'll be sure to make mincemeat out of me. ugh. mincemeat.
Anw, have lotsa hw to complete over the weekends! SHIT all the hw. 2 essays and 1 AQ for GP, 1 econs essay, EM tut, the aldehyde topic's tut, probabilty tut, and needa study for the chem test next week!! ARGH! why can't e teachers spare us just for a week. And still have trainings.. where got time do..
Anw, my mom doesn't want me to take part in competition and she keeps urging me to tell that to coach. Hmms.. I don't know what to do and what i want. Like I don't mind not doing the ind. event but I wanna take part in the group event.. Haha. But the amount of training time will still be the same. And, I'm so not looking forward to the camp during the 1 week march hol. SianX3 by it. not at all excited abt it..
Shall go back to writing my essay now..
**amoi** XD
6:13 PM
