Sigh?
Saturday, March 24, 2007
School's generally alright.. But I got Mr Lim Kok Wee for PE teacher! Dead like shit. I nearly died today during pe!! He made us run so much.. And I so so so hate running!!! But I think I'm gonna try to jog real slowly thrice a week, 20 mins each time now 'cos Jack says the thigh can slim this way. Haha. I've got elephant's legs lar.. Super sian.
I have so much undone homework to complete by this weekend!!!
Had orientation for the new batch of wushu-ers. There weren't a lot of new people actually. Don't know if they'll stay in the cca or not. Haha. And we trained team event for wushu today. Our timings.. everything.. also not good. Guess we really have to buck up now. Competition is jsut 2 weeks away. And we gotta train individual event on our own 'cos Coach says he's most likely doing team events for the next 4 trainings before the competition.
I think I'm really unlucky? I'm like wedged between 2 pros for the Jing Sai Chang Quan. The judges and people watching sure go.."Wah! Pro!!.. Eh.. So Lan de.. WAHH!!! Pro one again!!" Go there cheng tuo their pro-ness and dian di. I think I won't be able to win anything this year lar.. But haix.. like stop training now also very wasted. I think I'll just try to do my best lar.. Sian.. I scared I forget my taolu or do wrongly on the actual day lar! Argh! I think I'll be damn scared! And I'm so not looking forward to going to Cath High tmr. So there malu myself and let lil green laugh at me for not being able to jump and do until so ugly. Triple sian.
**amoi** XD
12:25 AM
Randomness
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
My computer is finally up and running again after such a long time! Surprisingly, I didn't suffer any withdrawal symptoms.
Coach says I don't really have a chance of winning anything during the wushu comp.. So what's the use of my training now. Haha. Actually I don't really feel like competing now.. 'Cos I'm like so lan and go up there only to be owned by the pros. And I'm afraid my legs will turn to jelly when It's my turn to da taolu la!! I'm so not looking foward to the che shi this saturday at Cath High. Go there let ppl laugh only!! Argh.
I need to sit beside muggers during lectures. I sat beside Marvel during Maths lecture yesterday and, surprises of surprises, I was actually paying attention to what CASEY GOH was saying.. Like Casey Goh leh!! It's a miracle I understood what she was trying to say.
And my Chem tutor is cute. We asked her whether she's our Chem tutor again or not and she replied with," I don't want you all in my class. You all very not motivated.." LOL!! I was like o.O I mean it's quite true I'm not really motivated and stuff like that, but imagine a teacher saying she doesn't want you in her class. Haha. So funny lar!
Got my timetable today. It's relatively ok although it isn't as nice as last year's.. but I should be happy it's better than alot of other people's.
**amoi** XD
8:52 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
My anceint phone is spoilt!! It cannot be charged anymroe.. Sian lehz.. I didn't have time to copy out all the contacts in the phone. And the messages are gone too! Sadded..
**amoi** XD
11:26 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Back from the family dinner. Wanted to go Koonsan to Chu Shi then have buffet dinner over there de.. but got the family dinner in the end so couldn't go.
Talked to my cousins and now I'm really frustrated 'cos I can't decide whether to transfer school or not. The more I talk to my cousins about it, the more I feel like transferring. I really hate the education system in JC.. I detest chemistry.. I don't see what's the use of studying chemistry.
I think if I were given the chance to go back in time and choose again, I would've chosen to go poly. But the problem is I chose to come to AJ last year. If it was last year, I don't think there'll be anything holding me back except for the fact that the poly route is a route less trekked by others wanting to go uni. But going to AJ last year, I made many good friends.. 01/06.. AJWushu.. I can't bear to part with them now. I want to participate in the inter-schools wushu competition with the rest of the people in AJWushu. We trained so hard for the past year so we can take part in the competition.. And I really want to be in the competition with them.
My cousin was telling me that I have to learn to let go.. That I can't have the best of both worlds. But I really can't make up my mind. I want to go poly.. Yet I can't bear to go.
Why is it so hard to make a decision? There are many more decisons I have to make in the years to come.. And how am I supposed to face those problems if I can't even decide what and where I want to study..
Nearly teared when I was discussing with my cousin.. I'm so damn-ing weak.
**amoi** XD
10:57 PM
Went for piano lesson today, and I discovered that I missed 1 lesson without knowing it. So in total I missed 3 out of 4 lessons last month. I think my mom will kill me if she knows about it lar.. =X Anyway, during the lesson, this lady sitting in front of me suddenly turned around and was like looking at my score.. Then I was like.. Is there something on my score or what? Then she suddenly said I played quite well fro the first part.. o.0 Then after that no one dared to play anything for a while.. Haha. I'm really not musically-inclined lar.. I think Diana nearly died trying to teach me how to play Jie Kou. =X I can't catch the timings de.. my rhythm very lan.
Went home after the lesson and while we were talking on the train, this woman suddenly said in this really rang-wo-ting-de-hen-bu-shuang de tone and said "give your seats to the elderly.." Then I looked up and saw this 2 elderly women standing at the side and so mer and I stood up and offered them the seats lar.. Then Mer was like saying like very paiseh, 'cos still need people to ask us to stand up. But then, it ain't our fault that we were talking intently and weren't paying attention to our surroundings. We have absolutely no idea they there were elderly standing near us. Okay, I think I wouldn't know the woman was there if she had not spoken lar.. Like.. Do I have to pay attention to my surroundings all the time? If that's the case, people would not be falling down and hurting themselves and accidents would not have happen and what have we not.. Okay lar.. I'm just pissed with the tone the woman used. If we were so un-civic-minded (or whatever word lar..), we wouldn't have gotten up and offer our seats even after she had spoken.
Hmms.. When do you use present-perfect? And when do you use past-perfect? Grammar is trying to kill me..
Mer said I looked thinner when she saw me in school last week~~ WAHAHA!
**amoi** XD
2:16 PM
